Frustration

I know that I still technically have eight days until my due date. I know she could be up to two weeks late. So why am I so antsy? I think I was so set on the idea that she would be early that I feel later than we are. It doesn't help that I've had so many signs that she's coming-and then nothing. First she dropped so early that the doctor lectured her to stay in for two more weeks. Then I started dilating early and thought I was on track to be a couple of weeks early. But that seemed to freeze, with no change between weeks 37 and 38. This weekend was my doctor's on call weekend, and we are driving a half hour to a hospital in Oconomowoc just because that's where she delivers-I can see Waukesha's hospital from my living room. When I lost my mucous plugg on Friday, I really thought we'd get to have my doctor deliver her. I guess not. I'm apparently getting snippy, as Brian and I are bickering. To top it all off, my sub still hasn't bothered to come in to the school and see what's going on in my classroom. I know she's been teaching at Mukwonago longer than I have-but the art show is March 18th!! She needs to know where I'm leaving off so every kids gets something in the show. I'm going crazy, and I just want to have the baby so that I won't have to think about anything else for six whole weeks.